| alright, so i havent been around for a while, and i know that. my weight shows. really i can see. however, i am so very fat and huge. i am watching the real housewives of orange county and it is horrible how adorable people are like gretchan and i am in love with her.
anyways. i am starting to join snap fitness. tomorrow. i am planning on working out tuesday and wednesday and then thursday, friday, saturday, sunday...get the picture ;) haha but obviously that is not going to work out. i am really hoping on getting the tanning also. so i can look a little ok for new years eve. its in like a day..so i better get on that!
my aunts dog roo is over right now. has been spending the past few days with me and hes honestly like the best boyfriend in the whole world. except my real boyfriend is right next to me sleeping..lol probably fell asleep because he was so bored of real housewives of orange county.
my friend might be coming back to my town and we might get an apartment together..that would be interesting. anyways i really need to lose weight for spring break! and when school starts so i look better than all those stupid bitches who go to my boyfriends school!
btw i am in love with jennifer aniston and i love marley and me. i cried during the whole last part of it because obviously the dog dies and we just put my puppy to sleep in april. Rest in Peace Muffin.
ps. gretchen is in a bikini that looks amazing. i love it. |
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| i'm back! and fatter than ever :( things i'm excited for: 1. christmas 2. school to be over with 3. that fact that i will not be working a whole lot 4. finally time to workout and think about myself for ONCE! 5. time to organize my life! honestly. it feels like i just need a change. my friends and i might go to arizona for spring break. but i know im going soon. so thats all i care about. i am going to be super thin and super happy! oh and tan because i am so sick of being white. I LOVE BRITNEY SPEARS. honestly. her and i are soo much a like. im sure a lot of us are kind of like britney in some ways- at least us on xanga. but i am in love with her and im pretty sure her and i are soul mates. i love all of her music. all of it! anyways..i'll update more later! im so excited to be back! |
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wow i havent posted for a while! i am soo excited and happy for fall and october and halloween! oh my goodness i love it all soo much! i bought my halloween costume today! last year it was over $100! this year..it was only $12.88! i bought it at walmart and its a boys size costume! medium. yeah im soo scared to wear it! i just tried it on and its ok fitting. like it covers my body! but i have to lose a LOT of weight. i really want it to look like these girls!!! my brother is friends with this girl and she looks soo sexy in it! i love it on her! 
it is soo cute! i love it. its so original..but i stole the idea. so..oops. but i really LOVE it on them! i am about 165, we'll say. even tho im a little less than that i think..reallly isnt that gross!? but oh geez if you see how im eating, you would understand and you'd honestly be soo surprised that i'm not over 165 pounds. soo gross but its also been helping my eating i guess..but whatever! time for a shocking change! |
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| im 160.6. that is really gross. i guess its better than 163-but whatever. so far today had a bowl of special k and soy milk. i also had one 90 calorie special k bar for lunch/snack. tonight im gonna have a 60 calorie brocoli and cheese thing. idk what else i should have. but i know im gonna workout and burn 600 calories tonight. at least i hope so! wish me luck! 
so i didnt burn 600, only 200. i think that might be ok, since i dont want to burn 600 and then the next day my bodys gonna have to keep burning more and more and more. but i only ate, 2 small pieces of chicken, brocoli and cheese (60 calories), 90 calorie special k bar, and a small bowl of special k and soy milk! thats all. and i will NOT eat anything else, its 9:21 and im drinking a diet sunkist. i just bought some new movies and rent some and i have a cosmo im gonna read so its gonna keep me busy! 
i'm really interested in how much im going to weight tomorrow! i hope i lose at least .6 of a pound! is anyone ever going to comment?? |
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